so called "good friends"

So okay. me and this girl whose name is gonna stay a mystery are like really good friends and flirt alot and are just really cool usually and are just happy to be around each other. and when somebody says rhe other person's name in conversation or something, smile really big and stuff. but she can be really stupid and dumb sometimes.

just like the past few weeks. she found out that she could possibly be eggo prego b the school player who gets all the girls and stuff.so she tells me and ya know i called her stupid and just got maad cause she was so stupid. cause he doesnt even like her. he likes her ass. and her body, nothing else. and she gave it up just cause they were playing video games and he was all over her. aint that some stuff! how stupid can you be?! cause its not like she doesnt know that he doesnt like her.. or love her and she gave it up. that just says that your a complete whore that doesnt give a rat's ass about yourself. and thats what im starting to think she is. just for that. and i tried telling her and so did her other best friends but she just didnt listen. and its not like shes an idiotic girl or anything cause i know for a fact that shes not stupid. maybe dumb as hell.. but not stupid.

so here is the crazy part. the other parts were just a little background. so she takes the pregnancy test and it comes back negative. shocker. cause she just wants ppl to fel sorry for her and i dont. cause quite frankly, i hoped that she was prego just so that she could feel some of the mental and emotional pain that she put me through. and here comes some crazy stuff. the girl told the one girl in the whole school that cant keep a secret about the test before me! wtf! seriously! and she said well she overheard me and somebody else talking about it. well in order for her to overhear, you had to contunue talking about it with her there or close by. if you dont want her to know, stop talking about it when she gets close by! goddamn! were in highschool. use that brain for something other than figuring out the next guy your gonna screw and lie about getting prego by! and so after that she was like well i told ----- which is her other best friend and they had been fighting for the last two weeks!!!!! and didnt tell me! were supposed to be good friends,, great friends,,, best friends and you tell the school's big mouth gossiper over somebody that cares! and then wants me to tell her every little aspect of my life when she cant have the f*cking decency to inform me that she took the prego test and it was negative! that should be the part that you wanna tell any and everybody about! what kind of half baked sh*t is that?! you tell everybody that your prego but dont tell them that you took the test and it was negative. thats supposed to be the good news! duhh! and she wants me to tell her all of my info when shes on all bull.

but at the ssame time, i love her and she has an extremely large place in my heart so i just cant let her go like everybody says i should. its a damn shame. one of her bffs even told me that i should leave her alone cause it would make me happier. but i cant stop. she just rocks my whole world and i really care about her. i always have and always will love her. and i mean that. now i dont know how much i will always love her, but i always will. and its fading cause shes oing even dumber and dumber stupid sh*t that my heart just cant get over.